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New Year My funeral The desires of my heart
Hell Bay on Bryher Does God answer prayer? Samara
Toby gets married All Saints Day Men's Breakfast
 
   
1 Jan 2007
New Year
New Year Resolutions? I don't make them.
Although two things have come to me recently which we ought to do in this coming year -
1 Do something crazy this year - the great wall of China, or go on safari - something unusual before we get too old.
2  Discuss with Jenny how we should live more responsibly. Reduce carbon emissions, save electricity etc. to save the world before it is too late.
But a good way to start each year is -

And I said to the man who stood at the gate of the year:
"Give me a light that I may tread safely into the unknown."

And he replied:
"Go out into the darkness and put your hand into
the Hand of GOD. That shall be to you better
than light and safer than a known way.
"


(From the poem "God Knows" by M. Louise Haskins and famously quoted by King George VI in his Christmas message at the start of the war in 1939)

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2 Jan 2007 My Funeral

It may seem a bit morbid talking about funerals, and I hope mine doesn't come for many years yet. But of course it will come, and I would like certain things to happen.
First at the funeral service I would like the George Matheson hymn - Oh Love that wilt not let me go.

1
O Love that wilt not let me go,
I rest my weary soul in thee:
I give thee back the life I owe,
That in thine ocean depths its flow
May richer, fuller be
3
O joy that seekest me through pain,
I cannot close my heart to thee:
I trace the rainbow through the rain,
And feel the promise is not vain,
Than morn shall tearless be.
2
O light that followest all my way
I yield my flickering torch to thee:
My heart restores its borrowed ray,
That in thy sunshine's blaze its day
May brighter, fairer be.
4
O cross that liftest up my head,
I dare not ask to fly from thee:
I lay in dust life's glory dead,
And from the ground there blossoms red
Life that shall endless be


Then after that tear-jerker it would be a good idea to break open the champagne and have a party, my only regret is that I shan't be there in person - just in spirit.

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3 May 2007 The desires of my heart

I am again at St Cuthman's on retreat to write the whole-person book. As so often happens other things also happen, mainly the meeting of myself with God, Jesus, my guardian angel or whoever it is who comes to us at such times. The conversation between us goes on in my head and it is difficult to not think that I make it all up, deceive myself and call my own thoughts my God. However, at such times I feel that I receive some guidance and thoughts from God about my life and future. This time I was asked what my desires are - and like most people I was able almost immediately to speak out what my desires would be for the future if everything worked out as I wanted them to. It seems like wishful thinking but I have decided to take the bold step of recording them here - either to make me look foolish in the future, or to give testimony of how God leads and helps us to fulfil our God given potential.

My first desire concerns the family. We have been so blessed with children and grand-children that I desire to live long enough, and retain my faculties, so that I can continue to input and influence my grand-children, and even my great grand-children. The second desire concerns the work on whole person medicine that I have struggling with for around 23 years. I remember that day in Nottingham in 1984 when I listened to the David Pawson tape on "Taking your inheritance", and hearing from God the words "Mike, I want you to develop a whole person approach to medicine, to be an influencer and to change the way medicine is practiced". It has been a long road, and quite different from what I anticipated, but I do want to do so much more. I believe I have three books to write and want to speak and influence widely. The third desire concerns the world God has given us. I want to be able to help others to enjoy, value and protect it from the evil that men do. Of course I don't have much influence myself, but want to be avaliable to wherever God leads.

So there are my three main desires. So what? Will I die in the near future - or will I live for 40 more years? It doesn't really matter which - for all of the life we are given we should continue to strive for the maximum. Yes, we will often fall short of the mark, but we should press on with all the strength we have, and God will go with us and bless our work. I need to learn to embrace the moment and complete those tasks before me.

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10th May 2007 Places with a special meaning - Hell Bay on Bryher
I have been reflecting on the influence places have upon us. The environment and geography around us can have a positive or negative effect on our emotions and ability to think and work. There is one place where Jenny and I have found it easiest to relax, be refreshed and renewed, and in a short time have our batteries re-charged.
This picture shows the Hell Bay hotel on Bryher, taken from Sampson Hill. In the foreground with a bright green door is the studio of Richard Pearce (an artist I admire). The hotel is very comfortable with good food, and we always stay in Juno - the upstairs suite of the boathouse. Bryher doesn't really have roads, although there are a few old cars and pick-ups around to move luggage etc. It is a small island, and a fit person could walk around it in a few hours - although we delight to take two days to do the circuit, north one day, south the next.
Bryher Hell Bay Hotel
Jenny at Hell Bay
To the north of the hotel is Hell Bay itself, here looking fairly calm, but at times it can be very dangerous. One of the nice things about this picture is that I now always carry it in my pocket. I have put it onto my Natwest credit card and so have a very personalised card which always reminds me of the Scillies.
4th October 2007 Does God answer prayer?

Today I have had one of those moments when - whether through sheer co-incidence, or the working of a mighty angel, or some other intervention of God - a little miracle happens to "answer your prayers". As usual I feel a little embarrased that I took up so much of God's time over one small problem of mine - when he has the whole world to sort out. But it is in the personal events that we grow to trust God and deepen our relationship with him. So what happened?

Some months ago I was invited to go to Samara in Russia to teach with David Chaput and others in the PRIME team. (Go to their web site if you are interested). I have booked the flights, had my slides translated into Russian, and generally got myself well prepared for the trip in a week's time. We knew that the Russian visa can be a bit difficult at the best of times, I had sent off all the forms in plenty of time, and was happy when two weeks later I received a reply from the embassy. But to my horror all they did was return all of my forms as I had forgotten to fill in one section. Now I was in trouble with some 10 days before we were due to go, in the middle of a postal strike, and without sufficient time to get the visa back. So I went and queued outsiude the Russian Enbassy at 7am in the hope of getting in that day (if you are after 9am they often don't let you in). I duly entered and was told by the clerk that the visa would be posted back in 10 working days - too late for my trip. That is when I prayed for a miracle, and it duly arrived. The clerk must have taken pity on me and done the visa that day, and despite the postal strike it arrived the day after that. So I could go without any problem. Only a little thing, but it did bring me closer to God as I shared my problems with Him and so was able to go on this trip.

25th October Samara on the banks of the Volga

I spent an incredible week in Russia on a PRIME visit with David Chaput. He had been before but this was my first time in Russia proper. Samara was one of the closed cities in the past and manufactured rocket parts. It sits on the banks of the Volga - which is about a mile wide at this point. We stayed together in a flat and taught for the week on Whole Person Medicine at a private clinic. This was fairly large, and we had all of the staff participating, half in the morning, and half in the afternoon.

I enjoy teaching with David as we make a good double act. We enjoyed looking around the city and spending time with ordinary Russian Christians. You get such a different view of a country when staying with the ordinary folk. One thing that surprised me as that consider themselves to be europeans, which they say stretches up to the Urals, which is where Asia begins.

One amusing incident occured as I was coming home. I came alone and was told a taxi would pick me up. We had had the same driver all week but on this morning he didn't come. As I stood waiting a completely unknown car and driver stopped and motioned for me to get in. Naturally we couldn't communicate, but I assumed this was my car. Imagine my feelings as we started off, but not in the direction of the airport. We went deeper and deeper into the woods, down a mud track, and having watched too many spy thrillers I assumed this was the end for me. Eventually we stopped in front of a huge house, and out came our usual translator who was to accompany me to the airport. Naturally I was relieved!!

Samarra
31st October Toby gets married - now the nest is really empty
   
4th November All Saints Day
   
  Men's Breakfast
   
  Scilly Isles again
   

   
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